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8Eight - Goodbye My Love MV



it's really too late when u notice or realise something~

Everything ended

up and down
happy and sad
smile and cry
things changed
people changed
life changed
promise made are gone
with just a blink of eye

but things here wont change
because it is just a memory

The Revealing

I would like to start with apologizing for
waking up late which i woke p at 9.20am,
not only failing to meet you,
and failing to take my bro to school for soccer training .
As usual u miss called me 19 times and my mom miss called me 10 times,
my phone was set silent, i know this is not an excuse.
Yes, is the heart, But not the heart what u mean for u,
is i dun have the heart to wake up for school to do anymore.
Lost the heart of schooling, Abt meeting u at the mrt,
is not abt staying far or not, i not abt money,
is not abt making u worry(i terribly sorry abt that), is abt myself.
The really bad habit i have, not waking up early.
Cause me to almost expelled from school.
For this i can tell u having worrying me abt this matter,
What i can do, The only way is i Dun sleep, I have become an Owl,
i cant able to get into my sleep.
Know the feeling of you sick of calling me and nvr reply, i must say u wait for my call ba,
i m sorry for not meeting the requirements as to make u worry
plus msn reply long while i go watch tv or other stuff and nvr tell you.
Time has come, i had clear my sins to tell u that
i would like to tell u that I can start changing.
As for today, i Not taking test, my schooling days
for now is 2 days that is 17 Aug(monday) and 28 Aug(Friday).
Now i would ask u, can u forgive me? meet me at tpy?

ask yourself this "do u have the HEART in this relationship?"
i cant feel that
i ony can feel, i'm the one putting in effort in this relationship

always i'm the one worry about you?
ever morning got to worry about can u wake up on time for school?
will u be late for school?

everytime i am the one waiting at the msn for u to reply
i hate when it took more than 15min to reply my msn
if u go out watch tv, at least let me know?
nope.. u nv..
if not.. go dota until dunno wat time then reply my msn..

i really tired of waiting for u..
really..
coz i'm always the one waiting at the other side
and yet u take ur own time doing ur things

all i wan is u beside the msn pei me also cant?
such a simple thing u also cant do it?

9.40am promise to meet me
now the time i blogging this post is 8.35am
u r comfirm late
always late.. there is no 1 time u will reach on time, no need let me worry
yesterday sleep at 10.45pm
and now u still cant wake up..
do u really go sleep at 10.45pm?????

dear, i'm really tired
can u stop letting me worry?
can u stop letting me waiting?

say something true,
i'm very scare of going online
coz every time online taking to u
u sure take long time to reply
or maybe i should not go online anymore..
so that i wont talk to u
and no need to wait for ur reply for so long

i can wake up early today juz to pei u to school
yet u urself cant wake up
wat can i ask for more?
actually i wan to ask u this
"i tml going to school at 9am, can u pei me at 9am?"
but i dun think u can..
all the reason u will tell me is
- i stay so far..
- so early..
- i cant wake up..
if u have the 心 all this is not the problem...
the problem is.. u dont have the 心 ba~

in conclusion..
i dont feel any love and care from u..~

i'm tired

--- 0nE MoNtH ---
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